Back to who I am a year back. I am getting weaker and weaker each day. I lose hope. Skies getting darker, another colour turn to grey. It is just to hard to watch it get along, it is fading away. I just don’t belong here. When my hopes are up, I watch it fall everytime.
There are too many things that happened this recent years. Too much for me to cope. I really hope I can turn back time and I will not make the same mistake. Regret not accepting the apology, regret not taking it seriously, regret not having the last chat with you. Regret so many things. You left me, you left me behind all by myself. You said you will be there, you said you will watch me grow up, get married and have child. But now, you left me alone.
Every single time I misses you, I cried and cried. I cried till my tears are dried up. I never expect you to leave me so early. I miss you, where are you. You never bring me to Australia, you never made me your signature tempura. I’ll never get it anymore, no more driving around during the nights, just because I enjoyed sitting in your cab. No more supper, no more calls from you, no more small talk with you.
I miss you daddy.