People asked me, ‘why can’t I just don’t care everything and be happy at all times?’ There are just too much things that I could not stop thinking about it, and I cannot ignore it. Everyone have different ways to express their emotions. I think I put too much anger onto my mum and Boyf. They really tolerate my nonsense for years, months, days, hours and minutes.
After my dad’s incident, I really did changed a lot because there is no fairness in the world. I no longer got smiles and laughter because the world doesn’t allow me to. After certain things happened, everyone changed. No one treat us nicely. Where is the fairness in the world now?
I miss everything in the past, when can I get it back?